The Moose story.

[moose story removed. somebody posted the link to this site at chansluts, and the noose story has nothing to do with matty's cute pix.]

Dreams
By: Mattyboy
Place a penny in a slot.
Close your eyes and wish alot.
Your sweetest dreams will all come true.
So just imagine its up to you.

...i wish i was skinny like ashley or hilary duff. oh well. (:

another night at casa de mattyboy.

Monday night, and I feel so low,I count the hours, but they go so slow.

I know the sound of your voice, can save my soul.City lights, the streets are gold.

Looked down my window to the world below.

Move so fast, but it feels so cold.

the evening is going pretty normal.

nothing really.

my parents are praying right now.

LOL.

aha.

i'm just here.

i was right!
nothing interesting happened.

but oh well.

i'm just stalling time til 10:30.

sex and the city comes on and ahh.

love love love that show!

not as much as Joshua Ballman! [?google him?]

he's my lover!

lmao.

mmmyeah.

i'm determined to meet him!

((:

MONDAYS SUCK!!!

but not this monday.
this monday is actually pretty good.
mhm.

i went swimming and i feel pretty groovy.
[currently listening to... Crash World- Hilary Duff.]
i've had a pretty laid back day.
nothing dramatic or interesting.
aha.

i finally talked to my teddybear, Paul, on msn today!
it totally made my day even better.
we haven't like talked since thursday.
we're actually talking as i type right now.
:o

[currently listening to... Outside of You- Hillary Duff]
mhm.
i can't wait to get my phone back.
i feel like i'm socially retarded or something.
i can actually get in touch with the real world.
instead of sitting here in cyberspace.
aha.

mmmyeah.

[i.love.jb]

well i'll bbl.

hopefully something cool happens.

i doubt it though.
bye4now.

btw* this post was written at 5 i just forgot to post it so yeah.

i look sorta deranged?

:\

like i escaped from a mental institution?

aha.

o7/13/2oo8

currently listening to...
Tear Drops on My Guitar- Taylor Swift.

well today was pretty interesting and boring.
i had to get up at 7:3o a.m. for church and i fell asleep around 5 a.m.
:(
yeah.
i have insomnia.
another restless night.
my daddy and i argued for like 45 minutes about what i was going to wear.
i end up wearing levi's, some ugly polo, and my dr. martens.
:screams:
so ugly.
i usually wear fitted destroyed jeans and a cute fitted jakcet or hoodie.
but i mean he wouldn't even let me wear my hollister jeans which aren't that destroyed at all.
:(
i end up crying on the way to church.
i felt so FAT and FUGLY!
:\
after church we went to some mexican place for breakfast which i didn't eat.
aha.
:now listening to Division by Aly & AJ:
but yeah.
i crashed and woke up late in the afternoon.
watched Bring It On marathon on abc family.
:yawns:
then watched that movie Picture This or something?
was very good but very unrealistic..
but i loved it!
mmmyeah.
now i'm just here chilling.
nothing really intresting going on.
i have cheer practice later this week!
(:
yay4me!
i'm looking foward to posting my new thread and pictures on chansluts.
mhm.
well g2g.
i need to go get ready for my photoshoot.
bye4now.
(;